Nostalgia just came out on DVD. The film is available through courtneytrouble.com and GoodVibes.com, and more to come. It has also been written up by porn promo pros such as Violet Blue, Lux Alptraum of Fleshbot.comt, and the Good Vibrations Online Magazine. No Fauxxx just released a scene from the film available to members on their website. If you want to check it out and support indie porn, now’s the time to do it, as Courtney’s now doing weekly updates of videos and photo sets, from her most recent works… Sign Up!

The particular scene that went up right now is a remake of the classic 1972 “Deep Throat“, where star Linda Lovelace visits a strange sex doctor who discovers that her clitoris is located deep in her throat, in a location only a certain technique of fellatio can reach. Linda finds that this is the reason she had yet to experience all the ‘bells and whistles’ associated to orgasm, and quickly makes up for lost time by satiating her hungry cravings. Lucky guys…

And also lucky Linda Lovelace. She loves to suck cock.

I’m particularly interested in this scenario, because I see a lot of assumptions around fellatio and female pleasure. Namely, that ‘women’ don’t like to give blowjobs. Today I came across it at least twice. One was at Bitch Magazine’s blog editorial I Blame Porn. If you get a chance, take a look at the thread of comments, which together say much more to the subject of porn’s place as sexual education than the original two posts. Even in more sexually informed circles, assumptions about female pleasure and fellatio still arise. As offered by a reader on Violet Blue’s post about Nostalgia:

“I’v been really getting into this queer porn, but i will never understand the appeal of sucking on rubber dongs. It seems odd that queer feminist porn would be into this.”

This curiosity implies: Women don’t do it because they enjoy it — it’s only for the benefit of the person with the penis. And if that penis has no nerve-endings, then well, what’s the point?

From oral fixation to sexual fantasy to a million and three other areas, there’s quite a few reasons why someone would want to suck a ‘rubber dong’. Many people (women included) enjoy sucking cock — even silicone ones — to please their partner(s) and themselves. As someone who wears strap-ons and considers the cock an extension of my own clit, my answer can usually be summed up as follows:

Q: Why do lesbians suck fake cocks?
A: Because they like it.

Actually, I’ve heard from several sources that ‘dykes do it best’ when it comes to blowjobs — it’s a total generalization, but it’s fun to speculate that years of watching gay porn and sucking big cocks has created BJ professionals sucking for all to enjoy. Here’s a forum topic on CrashPadSeries.com about queer BJ.

I like most in a blowjob to watch my lover and/or co-star go to town on my cock. This act is erotic for me, fulfilling several fantasies and visually really turning me on. I am also utterly fascinated by the viscus spit that deep sucking produces in my partners’ mouth and love feeling that fluid; often sticking my fingers into their mouth will give me a similar pleasure because I have a fetish for mouths, and really love watching someone who enjoys using them. My favorite is a wet blowjob with fingers in my cunt during the process. This happened on film with Dylan Ryan for Real Sex San Francisco.

Madison Young, who plays the role of the Linda Lovelace character, gives AMAZING head and is well-worth the price of the DVD to witness. She seems to approach the BJ as an athlete and is damn impressive. I enjoy watching her expressions as she tests her limits — in this scene she both has a good time AND accomplishes a technically difficult task of throating 2 Outlaw dildos at once. If my jaw is dropped in any of the pictures it’s because I am clearly blown-away by the experience. While Madison may not be able to come to orgasm through fellatio alone, it certainly worked up her desire and it lead to some explosive orgasms at the end of the scene.

More on the scene, Syd Blakovich plays the doctor — expressing her gender in a butch manner, though we all know that the doctor could have easily been femme as well (personally I was routing for the red wing). I was drawn to the nurse’s character, played in the original movie by Carol Connor. The last time I had played femme was in Pink & White Productions’ Superfreak (as Vasa). I enjoyed exploring the feminine aspects of my sexuality; also in Superfreak I shaved all my body and pubic hair which I thought was fun but couldn’t help thinking how ironically un-70’s a bald crotch is. Hence my excitement to do a take on 70’s Deep Throat as the nurse and instead of just getting penetrated, to bend over for cunnilingus and rimming and really show off a naturally hairy cunt and ass. And it really was hairy — so kinky and dirty and hot. I had been growing it out for my scene with Belladonna, and WiredPussy, and the hair was quite long.

So ‘queering my own sexual past’? Well, it felt pretty special to return to exploring my femme sexuality in porn again. Like with Vasa, this nurse was an extension of that quality of sexual/gender expression. Playing nurse reminded me a lot of some of the character roles I played in high school theater, especially in terms of campiness. The wig happened to be pretty similar to what my hair looked like back when I was a bi-sexually active teen. Hair really helps me get into a character. Of course, what was different was the packing a hefty dick, and being on the receiving end.

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